i used to be so brave
to write with such conviction and transparency
...and now – i can barely jot down a thought or feeling before i resign
i'm just a shell anymore, some empty vessel floating and twisting down a stream of minutes and days
an ant in an aircraft carrier
so totally out of sync and proportion with the world my body moves through
this little ant with vibrating translucent wings
moving so fast and going nowhere really
just buzzing on the stained wall of this giant vacant hull that has become my life
buzzing because that's what this little ant does
and all it knows how to do
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NEW YORK, YOU CRY IN MY SLEEP
FYI: This blog is not searchable by web browsers and, although public, cannot be discovered unless given the link or happened upon at random.
The purpose of this blog is to allow me a space to express my experiences of life in New York City and communicate them to family and friends who are not here to share this journey with me.
Writing is a way for me to process my thoughts and emotions - to get out that which pains me to hold in. I live day to day and even though this blog gives my words some permanence, they are also marked with a date that will expire as I continue to live. Therefore, this is more like a record tracking the evolution of my life's journey while swirling about in this huge urban cloud. If for some reason you don't like how the world looks through my eyes, stop reading. This blog is for the open mind.
The purpose of this blog is to allow me a space to express my experiences of life in New York City and communicate them to family and friends who are not here to share this journey with me.
Writing is a way for me to process my thoughts and emotions - to get out that which pains me to hold in. I live day to day and even though this blog gives my words some permanence, they are also marked with a date that will expire as I continue to live. Therefore, this is more like a record tracking the evolution of my life's journey while swirling about in this huge urban cloud. If for some reason you don't like how the world looks through my eyes, stop reading. This blog is for the open mind.
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